My Love

I cannot believe that it is only 5 months until Jenn and I get married! Boy, the time sure does fly by fast. Sometimes it seems like we just met and are just starting our romance and then it seems like I have known her forever. It is coming up on three years - wow!

We actually met online and as cheesy as people think online dating places like eHarmony and other are, they really worked for us and we know of several other couples that met in the same way.

I really liked the fact that I knew we were compatible in our views on certain topics like religion and politics and I knew that she loved kids and maybe even wanted more, like me. You don't get that when you met someone out at a bar or club. It is almost entirely superficial and based on chemistry when you meet someone face to face like that. Not that it isn't superficial online, too. I will say that I was definitely interested in Jenn by they way she looked in her picture and she has said the same about mine.

Who would have thought that three years later, we would be getting married and talking about expanding our family?! It is so exciting! I am so very happy in my life and have a wonderful partner and love.

Lady-Love

I am just laying here, watching her sleep and thinking "wow, she is beautiful and she is mine." I love her more and more each day and think the world of her. I know that we don't always agree and sometimes I loose my temper, but I also know that she loves me and that at the end of the day, we can put our disagreements aside and still love one another.I have never been so happy.

Our Anniversary

Well, it's here. We have officially been together for a year now. I cannot believe it, yet it does seem like I have known her forever.

We had a wonderful evening last night. A nice dinner at a child-free restaurant, feasting on brie, duck, and this wonderful four berry sorbet with sweet sour cream on top. It was amazing and I cannot wait to return and do it all again (although, it will probably be Valentine's or something like that!)

Tonight, we had a babysitter for 2 hours that I suprised her with, so we went out to Pepperoni Grill for dinner. We had some champagne, a wonderful meal and some much needed time without the kids. It was a great dinner, too.

I woke up with her in my arms and that is were I always want her. She is my best friend, my love, my joy... She is everything I want and need and desire.I never thought I would find a woman like her.

Cat Napper

She is napping next to me and I can't help to just watch her ... breathing softly ... wanting to kiss my way over her shoulders and back... her neck and around her ears... just looking at her turns me on and all I want to do is give her anything and everything...We had so much fun last night at Alibi's with Nina, Santina, Amy, Kathy, Linda, and Kathy.... it was a blast and I drank so much... I haven't been so drunk since probably more than 5 years ago! We laughed and laughed and it was just such fun. I feel so blessed to have met so many wonderful friends and the love of my life and be able to spend time with them all.... I think I will go snuggle up next to her. I can't help myself....

They are one person....

My lovely lady-love has gone to work and I am laying in our bed thinking of her and the time we spend together. She is the most beautiful soul I have ever encountered and everyday that we are together I only love her more... and just when I think there is no way for my love to grow, it does. She is my lady fair, my queen, my lover, my friend. I live each day to see her smile and hear her laughter in my ears. I cannot believe that she is real and that she loves ME! Everyday is more and more wonderful and amazing. I want to spend the rest of my life with her.

Christmas is coming!

I cannot believe Christmas is almost here. Not only am I giddy as a child with all the snow and holiday festivities, but I am intoxicated by my lady-love. She is everything I have ever dreamed of. I am so happy to wake up next to her each morning and end my day by curling up next to her. Life is perfect.

Missing Her

Oh, I know it sounds utterly crazy, but I haven't seen her since 6 o'clock this morning and I miss her so much. She is coming over tonight, but I don't know when. It is almost 6pm and I miss her more and more. Ugh! If someone told me that I was going to be such a gushing, blushing, love-sick fool... I would have rolled my eyes in defiance. How on earth did love find me?!

She is here!

Freezing!

Ok... I am freezing my ass off at Northpark Mall at the ridiculous Oklahoma County CASA "reindeer store". I have been here since 10 am and have about 45 minutes left until I can leave. It sucks. At least my Dayquil has kicked in, so I am not totally miserable... and of course, thank the gods that i have wifi or I would be dying. Only one person has stopped in, and they looked around for about 30 seconds and left. They are overpriced, wooden reindeer that no one wants. I was half-way thinking that it would at least be interesting to sit and watch women across the hall at the lingerie shoppe, but oh no... it is all old ladies going in there and all their bras are white and beige. Ick... no fun.

Mostly the mall is full of "mall walkers"... young moms with strollers gossiping together as they walk, little old couples who hold hands and smile knowingly at each other. There are many older women who go next door to the tap dance classes. There are many grandmas with toddlers - which means I have sat and listened to the screaming of small children for several hours now. *rolling eyes*

I wanna go home.

I pick up M today - yay! I don't know what we are going to do for dinner. I swear, if I have to go to the grocery store AGAIN! I haven't really done well with getting things that I really need. Looks like it might be a sausage and eggs kind of night! I might start up the crock pot in the morning and make a pot of beans. It is so cold, everything sounds good.

I soooo need to be thinking of getting my house in order. The Christmas party I am hosting is in a week and a half. ugh! I really need to steam clean the entire house. Perhaps the kids and I can start getting everything put away in hopes that I can get it totally cleaned next week.
I am so dreading housework.

On the best note, my day started wonderfully as I woke up with my lady-love beside me. It is crazy to me, since I haven't ever really been a "spend the night" kinda girl, but I love it. I hate waking up alone anymore. I want to end and start each day curled up next to her.

Til next time....

"I got a woman.... way over town.... that's good to me..... ooooooooooohhhh yes...."

Guess I have been out of pocket recently, but it has been like buttah... what to say.... I am so happy. I have met the most amazing woman and she loves me. *beams*

Cheese

Have had a big, dopey grin on my face all day.... what have I done????????????????????????